Big Picture

Well what a day is all I have to say. Who knew that one you worked on doing your dream that so many things would try and stop you. This is how I was feeling today after a change was made. It was a since of loss. I have worked so hard at being good at my job and doing the best but today I wonder why I did I do it. When it seems as nothing good comes of doing something good. Guess you could say it is just who I am I do not do anything but my best. Whether it is notice or not. I was taught to give 110% even if you are the only one who cares. For a split second I asked myself why I am doing Massage school, long hours, little time and it leads to demotion. Then I realized Massage is what I want in my life and my work now has just become a stepping stone. A day will come when my days will be stress free and where I will be appreciated. When I will serve others and change lives. So maybe today I did lose something I worked hard for but in the end I will gain a better life.